7 Days: Day 1
It's my first of seven
days in Cancun. It took three friends to convince me to take this
vacation.
I make my way across
the white sand to one of the straw umbrellas. It's the furthest from
the crowd. I drag a chaise lounge into the sun and drape my towel
over it.
I'm not used to this
kind of heat and it's making me lazy. Absently, I slide off the straps
of my beach dress and let it drop. Then I bend, ever so slowly, to
pick it up.
Taking a seat, I dig
into my bag and pull out the suntan lotion. I pour into my palm and
rub my hands together. Feels like I'm stuck in slow motion.
I start with my shoulder. With long strokes down my arm, I work the
oil into my skin gently. I pour again and treat my other side with
the same languor. Then I lift my face and go to work on my neck.
As I move down to my
chest, I knock my sunglasses off the chair. I twist to reach for
them, but they're too far away. I raise myself a little and lean
farther. I manage to grab the glasses just before my full breasts
spill out of my bathing suit. Grunting with the inconvenience, I
pull myself back on the chair.
I continue. My
hand slides across my chest to cover the top of my shoulders once more,
then returns to dip deep inside my cleavage. I enjoy touching myself
and spend more time on this than I need to.
With another supply
of oil, I move on to my tummy. I pamper it carefully, convincing
myself it's womanly to have a small bulge. Who am I kidding?
I sit up and pour a
generous amount. I have shapely legs and don't mind showing them
off. Bending my knee, I rub my thigh leisurely with both hands--up
and down, against each other--on the outside, on the inside, underneath.
I work my way over my knee, covering my shin, my calf, my ankle, all the
way down to my toes.
When I finish, I stop
and stare at the ocean. I can get used to this. The sound of
waves is so calming. I pick up the lotion and begin on my other leg--rubbing,
stroking, massaging.
As I twist the cap
back on, I suddenly remember.... I pour more oil. Leaning to the
side, I lift my hip and rub underneath. As I work it, I slide my
hand inside my bathing suit to ensure full coverage. It's sensual.
I shift my weight and repeat the process on the other side.
I finally lie back,
close my eyes, and enjoy the sun. The Mexican heat is relentless
and after a while, perspiration and oil blend to make my skin shine.
It makes me feel sexy.
I raise myself on one
elbow and shade my eyes with my hand. The ocean is still there, but
most people have gone inside to escape the afternoon sun. I take
a deep breath and sigh. I'm content. It's time to turn over.
I take my time turning
onto my side. As I reach for the lotion, I slowly raise my eyes and
look straight at him.
He's been watching me
since my arrival. All right, call me a flirt. I never said
I wasn't.
He has dark hair and
a mustache. I can't determine the nationality; he doesn't look
Mexican or American. On the other hand, I have no doubt of the ample
confidence he possesses--a quality that attracts me so deeply, it touches
my core.
I'm not usually forward,
but a strong sense of freedom always possesses me when I'm in a foreign
place. I hold the lotion up questioningly and wait. He stands
and I get to do a quick survey. Niiiiice.
I complete my turn onto
my knees, then lower myself on the chair purposely slow. What am
I doing? As he approaches, I reach back and unsnap my top.
I can't stop myself.
Without a word, he
pulls up a chair. Then he picks up the lotion and pours into his
hand.
He starts at the top
of my shoulders. All it takes is his touch. I moan and my ass
pushes back before I know it. Just because I haven't been laid in
six months.... I blame it on the heat--my inhibitions have melted
away. Who is he?
His hand is light but
firm as it works across my shoulders in small rotations. My body
is well mannered and always shows its appreciation to a man who knows what
he's doing; it's responding without hesitation to his deliberate and experienced
touch.
As I sink deeper into
a relaxed state, sexual heat continues to consume me. I wonder if
it's mutual? With a soft moan, I make an effort to stop my ass from
pushing out again. Why?
He continues to massage
my back. My mind is off enjoying all the other things his hands could
be doing to me. Where shall I start?
He's working his way
down to my mid-back. Anticipation is making me dizzy. He must
know this. He does. He slows the descent, causing my ass to
push back further with every pause.
After a lengthy torment,
his hands reach where I need them, but not before my back is arched deep
and my ass raised, extending the full invitation he's been demanding.
I wait with baited
breath while I wonder if he will. He does. My skin tingles
when he eases his fingertips under the worn elastic of my bathing suit.
Thank God there hadn't been time to buy a new one. He reaches deeper
inside the suit with each circling. I bite my lip and wait.
My cunt just wets.
He moves his hand across
my ass. I can't believe I'm moaning so loudly. He scoots his
chair closer and rubs harder. My appreciation is torn between the
merits of the massage and the arousal.
The beach is deserted
now. I doubt I would care even if it weren't.
Sliding his hand back
and forth across my cheeks, he dips more and more between them. I'm
lost in the pleasure of anticipation.
Suddenly he digresses
and slowly removes his hand. While he pours more oil, I wait patiently
with my back still arched and my ass pushed out. The message can't
be any clearer. What's come over me?
This time, he ignores
my cheeks and slides a finger directly toward my asshole. Guess he
has no qualms about letting me know what he wants. Some men have
a flare for getting you to hand it over to them on a silver platter.
My friend here seems to be an expert. He uses the very tip of his
finger to circle my hole gently. I make no effort to hide my pleasure.
My ass even waves to confirm.
The circles grow smaller
until his finger is directly on my entrance. I'm embarrassed when
he pats it lightly. It makes me wet. This seems to prompt him
and he reaches lower. Somehow I don't think he's done with my ass
yet. Maybe the tapping was to let me know he'll return.
I'm sure the extent
of my wetness isn't a surprise. With a light touch, he parts my
sticky pussy, then rests his hand. I realize the long pause is intended.
He's stressing my cunt's availability to him and his whims. If
he wants me to crave him, he's succeeded.
Moving to my pubic
hairs, he strokes them lightly just above my clit. If it weren't
for my swimsuit, I'm sure I would be dripping. He brushes over my
clit more deliberately, then gently inserts his middle finger to the first
knuckle.
I want to scream "fuck
me," but I keep still and let him do what he wants. I have no desire
to be the one in control.
He strokes inside my
cunt, but doesn't insert deeper than his second knuckle. Then he
withdraws and returns to my asshole. He spends a moment circling
and rubbing, then picks up the oil. I can see from the corner of
my eye. This time, he dips the length of his finger. I can't
breathe.
He slides his hand
back inside my suit and places his fingertip at my asshole. The anticipation
and the dread of the intrusion are making me crazy.
He applies a gentle
pressure. It's just enough to keep my rear dancing around his finger
looking for pleasure. If I were he, I would be proud of myself.
He suddenly pushes
hard enough to stretch me. I let out a tiny scream. It's just
satisfaction. He inserts the tip of his finger and stops. I
moan wantonly, but he holds his ground. He wants a greater gift.
I can't arch my back any deeper, or push out any harder. So I oblige
him by begging with a soft whimper. How can I feel such trust for
a complete stranger? But I do.
My ass is inexperienced
and tight. He opens his hand and works his finger in slowly but persistently
until it's buried. When he grips my bottom firmly in his palm,
hesitation isn't an option. My moan lets him know my willingness
and consent for the free reign he's demanding.
He makes a small sound
of triumph and withdraws his finger partially, then pushes in hard.
He does it once and removes his hand.
Eventually I realize
he's done. O' God, please no. This isn't something I can accept
readily. He places the lotion next to me, then gently kisses the
back of my shoulder and stands.
I manage to rearrange
my top over my breasts. At this point, what's a pair of naked tits?
Holding the suit against my chest, I turn over clumsily in time to see
him walk back to his chair.
With my cunt soaking,
I watch him take his seat. He glances over and winks. Then
he puts on his sunglasses and straw hat. Scooting lower in the chair,
he folds his arms across his chest and smiles.
An hour has passed since
my complete seduction and I'm still steaming with sexual heat. I
can't take my eyes off him. When he starts to gather his things,
I'm disappointed. Is he going to just leave? No.
"My name is Carlo,"
he says, stopping at my side. "Why don't you go in now and get yourself
ready. Meet me at the restaurant at seven."
It's an instruction,
not an invitation.
He flashes an expression
of lust and leaves me. I sit stunned and speechless, no doubt with
my mouth hanging open. When he disappears inside the hotel, I smile,
then hustle to gather my things.
I only brought two dresses
appropriate for a dinner date, but spend an hour deciding which Carlo might
like better. Hair and makeup aren't a piece of cake either.
My hand 's shaking from excitement. I feel alive.
I don't know why I'm
so nervous. My eyes are darting around the restaurant to find him.
My heart is racing. You would think it's my first date.
With half faith and
half disappointment, I conclude he hasn't arrived yet and turn toward the
bar.
I collect my faculties
quickly when I see him seated on a barstool, holding up a Margarita for
me. He wears tan slacks and a print shirt. Damn, he looks good.
I use the time it takes
me to walk the longest thirty feet wisely. I give myself a hearty
pep talk on the differences of behaving like an adult woman and an adolescent
girl.
With Carlo perusing
me every step of the way, I make an effort at a provocative walk.
Are you kidding, with lead feet? My heart is not racing any more;
it's pounding. I'll have to remember to offer a prayer of thanks
for making it there without tripping.
"You're very pretty."
Carlo takes my hand and guides me to the next stool.
I still haven't found
my tongue and can only offer a nervous smile.
He looks deep into
my eyes, then strokes my cheek softly with the back of his fingers.
"Relax, Isabel," he says with compassion.
I'm thrilled he has
inquired and learned my name and am amazed that he pronounces it correctly,
as the French do. I'm also mystified whether it's his instruction
to relax or he, but magic is suddenly cast and I'm ready for a drink and
conversation.
We spend ten minutes
doing the preliminary background reporting. I'm sure there will be
a more in depth probe during dinner.
I find him to be incredibly
comfortable to talk with. He is a mix of Italian and Greek.
He's been living in Southern California since he was a young boy and is
a building contractor. He also helps run his family-owned Italian
restaurant. I bet he's a good cook. I'd love to taste his spicy
meatballs.
I reveal that I'm a
computer programmer, divorced, and live in Michigan. We also discover
I'm older than he by two years.
Carlo is witty and
his sense of humor is an unexpected delight. He continues to make
me laugh.
"Come on, I'm hungry."
Carlo suddenly takes my hand.
I manage to set my
drink down without spilling any as he pulls me off the stool.
Apparently our table
has been ready for some time and he leads me straight to it. No sooner
do we sit than salads are placed in front of us. Ordinarily I would
take offense at my date deciding what I should eat, but somehow with Carlo,
it makes perfect sense.
We eat broiled shrimp
with rice and fresh vegetables. Margaritas continue to arrive.
Compliments of the hotel, there's an endless flow day and night.
By the end of dinner,
I feel closer to Carlo than I ever did with my husband. He seems
to anticipate my needs and provides just at the right time. We're
making friends. There isn't any sexual tension between us, but it
hasn't left my mind entirely either.
When the waiter arrives
with the check, Carlo charges it to his room. This seems to be our
cue because he's up and pulling my hand to stand. "Let's go."
I trot behind him like
an obedient pet. I don't bother to ask where--it really doesn't matter.
Outside, Carlo hails
a cab and we're off. A fifteen-minute ride while he makes friends
with the driver before we arrive in town. We bid the driver good
health and long life and I find myself standing in front of a nightclub.
The club is full and
festive. Carlo takes my hand and leads me straight to the dance floor.
Mexican music is blaring and there isn't a bone alive that could resist
dancing to it--certainly not mine.
I'm beside myself--Carlo
is a terrific dancer. It's in his blood. My entire life I've
wished for a man who could compliment me as a dance partner.
We begin to perspire
and take a break. Again, I'm led to the bar and equipped with a drink
without being asked what I might prefer. Somehow, I haven't wanted
anything different than what I've been provided with all night. The
cranberry juice hits just the right spot.
We make a bathroom run
and upon return, we're back on the dance floor. The room is more
crowded now and we dance with our bodies much closer, to each other and
to others.
Something about the
Latin culture, particularly the music, tends to ignite my passion.
Carlo only adds more fuel.
With the sweat and
physical closeness, sexual tension grows quickly. Not just between
us, but within the entire room.
The music slows and
Carlo takes me in his arms as though he has done so a million times before.
We fit. I lock my arms around his neck and he looks down into my
eyes while we move sensually. He's not wearing cologne and I like
his smell.
The lights dim and
the next song is even more romantic. He kisses me--softly, sweet.
Then he opens his mouth and our tongues are at each other. I like
the warmth, the wetness, the feel of his mustache.
The circle closes in
around us and we openly rub against each other--I'm wet, he's semi hard.
He bends me back a
little and slides his hands over my ass. I can't help but moan.
He rubs my ass hard, then bends me further and reaches between my legs
with both hands.
I open my eyes and
find the man next to me watching as Carlo rubs the back of my crotch through
my skirt. Oddly, I'm not at all bothered by it. The man raises
his eyes slowly and meets mine. I'm sure we both see the same in
the other's--lust. Carlo spins us around and I close my eyes and
enjoy his closeness.
With the end of the
song, he stops abruptly and again, we're leaving.
The night air is warm,
but still sobering after the heat of the dance floor. Carlo hails
another cab and we return to the hotel.
"Let's go for a walk,"
Carlo says, already taking my hand.
We leave our shoes
by the road. It's past midnight and the beach is deserted except
for a lone figure in front of the next complex. Our only light is
the bright moon and the dim lights of the hotel from afar.
We walk to the surf
in silence, my hand still in Carlo's. The warm water rushes around
our feet and soaks his pant legs, but he doesn't seem to notice.
Suddenly he yanks my
arm hard enough to turn me to face him. He looks into my eyes.
His expression of confidence makes me wet instantly. He strokes my
hair for a moment, then swoops me into his arms. His passionate kiss
and irritating stubble melt me. I'm all over him, aching to absorb
his manliness.
His hands run wild
on my back. Each time, he reaches lower. He squeezes my ass
and I claw his shirt in an effort to be closer. Reaching further,
he pulls the back of my skirt up to my waist. I have a surprise of
my own--I'm bare underneath.
"That's nice, baby.
I like that you did that for me," Carlo whispers in my face, helping himself
to my ass. With both hands, he pushes my pelvis harder against his
and his tongue deeper into my mouth. I'm ready to bear his children.
Suddenly, he grabs
a fistful of my hair and pulls my face back. I'm not ready to abandon
our kiss and I struggle to repossess it, but he continues to hold me back
with my crotch pressed against him. When I surrender, he pulls me
to him and I get to find comfort in his arms.
As I turn my head against
Carlo's chest and open my eyes, I realize the lone figure that seemed far
enough away is now nearly upon us.
When I make an effort
to break loose, Carlo tightens his arms and holds me in place. As
I see the man coming closer, I struggle to lower my skirt, but Carlo is
holding it up and remains adamant. I'm helpless. All I can
do is bury my face in his chest and wait for the man to pass.
With every moment of
anticipation, I'm surprised to find myself growing wetter. At the
present, I want nothing more in life than to belong to Carlo forever.
Caught between lust
and humiliation, I hear the man's breathing as he approaches. My
own breath has either quickened or shortened, I'm in no condition to make
a distinction of such complexities.
As Carlo gently strokes
my hair and kisses the top of my head, I suddenly realize I have an opportunity
to escape him, but find the desire is no longer there. He seems to
recognize my decision and plants a more affectionate kiss on my head.
The man has reached
us. I don't dare look. I know he has stopped. No doubt
to enjoy the sight of my bare rear. I only manage to humiliate myself
even more--my body shifts against Carlo wantonly and makes me moan.
"Verrry nice."
I hear the man say with an English accent.
Carlo squeezes me with
another kiss on the head.
"No need to wish you
a good evening," the man says with a chuckle.
Carlo chuckles with
him. "No, no need at all." He holds me tight in one arm and
rubs my ass.
"Well, do enjoy."
"See you," Carlo answers.
At last, I hear the
man begin to move on and I am shocked to feel disappointment.
"You did good, baby,"
Carlo commends, rocking me lovingly. Then he lets my skirt drop and
with his arm around my shoulder, we turn and head back.
I cling to him with
want and a sense of security all the way to my room. He takes the
key from my hand and unlocks the door. Turning me, he kisses me hard.
"I'll see you on the
beach at ten," he says, then leaves me standing dumbfounded.
He's not serious?
O' but he is.
I step inside, feeling
both contentment and frustration. I know nothing can fulfill my desire
for Carlo, but Carlo. I crawl into bed and hug the pillow.